Igor I LOVE IT, I think the same way, this world is ruled by nature, animals die and scream and yet no one in the jungle cares, we are all the same, we are part of that nature. That is why I find so fascinating the gospels, one man started going around claiming to be god and many people in Rome converted and were willing to die, then his message spread towards many parts of the world, was Jesus crazy? was he speaking the truth? how was he able to pull of such a thing that had a massive scale? I one day wanna study all of those things.
When I think of what he preached it doesn't make sense with our world I see it like Nature and God coexisting to be unreal, they don't fit together in my point of view.
But he revealed himself to be god, the question is was it cap?