BugalugsNugget Wow, this is a very long reply to me (maybe mine will be so long too), thank you. But it was a bit hard to understand well at few parts, but don't worry, i know from the UK the English is your native, i can understand it. But as you know, my native is the Hungarian, this is my only one native language, i have no any other 2nd, or 3rd native language. I heard before some people have more than 1 native language, but maybe it's not very often. Oh, so you are half Hungarian, if i understood it well, it's surprised me and it's ok. Do you speak Hungarian too? I mean at least a bit? It's no problem, if not, i am just curious for it, so don't worry. Yes, i am sensitive adult woman in real, i never want to hurt nobody. If you really think honestly, i am not insane, or any similar, thank you. But if you have any problem with me, you can tell me honestly, but on normal way only in calm/normal mood, not in same style than Igor and not in "attack" bad style, who is very mad, or joking with me on negative way, because it's never will help! Most in cases he is not right, he mistake most of them, he doesn't know about me! He is right the only thing i understand hardly the jokes, mainly the bad/dark jokes and i really hate them. I have more reasons why i hate these jokes. The reasons i can't recognize well is that a joke, or not, it's confusing me, mainly on the internet in text, but sometimes in real in live talking too. And without smilies (i remember he said he never will using smilies) bigger chance i can't recognize jokes, i can take these seriusly more and because i am aserious, very honest and sensitive person (sometimes i am stubborn too), who never want to hurt nobody! I was, i am very fully honest on the internet all the time and in the real life usually too, but not with looking down and not with hurting, bad style! I know few people maybe misunderstand me (sadly), i am sorry that, but it's not my fault usually. But if bad jokes come with smilies too, it can be annoying too. I like joking sometimes, i can understand most the good and 2 sided jokes mostly and mostly with smilies, the real and good jokes are on which both, or most of people can have fun and laugh! The bad joke (not jokes) are 1 sided and selfish jokes, maybe it's strong a bit, i am sorry, but that's the truth! Igor's "jokes" mostly then these kind of "bad" jokes! Not only with negative way we can teach and ask people for change as Igor said! Not sure everybody need to learn, or change, sometimes the real bad person should learn, change 1st and if he/she going better and not hurting others (mainly if he/she know already he/she did/do that with somebody), after the good persons, or neutral persons can/will change too, if they see they should! And in English a bit harder to me to tell it in 100% clear, because it's not my native, but i try my best in English too. I never wanted hurt Igor either. Mainly looked like sometimes i want to hurt him (with reason, or without reason), but i don't, that's the truth. If you, or any other person maybe not believe it for me, it's not my fault either. But he made me sad, angry, annoyed, frustrated and confused most of times in the same time, i think you can imagine it how bad. I couldn't handle it very well, i ignore "bad" and "troll" people very hardly, but i try to defend/protect myself usually as i can and that's the other reason why i ignore people so hardly and because of my big curiousity too. But now finally i started to fully ignore Igor, i finished with him (mainly with no react to his comments to him), but i can't promise i never will read his comments sometimes, mainly if he write something about me to you, or to anybody else. What he said to you something is not ok with me and i am a bad person, these are all not truth, he really mistake these. I know the most who i am and how i am, not he and not anybody else, mainly not on a forum and in a game! Maybe you understand it well. And Igor doesn't know well he was before the only friend in the Party Animals, it's not true either! I can tell few friends: Atox, Xannie, Tedda, Fasty, AliceMD, Coolestsheep (at least she added me again without asking not very long ago her again and she said sorry, if she hurted me and she hoped i can forgive her, i told her maybe i give another chance, but not with Igor) and maybe you Nugget. And i have other friends in the game, but i won't mention here all of them. But Igor never will be my friend again, i gave him chances before in PM on Steam and here on the forum too. He never cared about these, he wasted the chances and then i was very disappointed. He hurted my close friend (his ingame name is Tiramisu, he is almost my boyfriend, hard to explain it, mainly in English and my relationship with Tiramisu is not topic here on the forum, so that's all about it only) with his stupid -3 respect for me, for him and for everybody, who wearing and who like platinum Nemo. Since i couldn't forget it, sometimes it's go into my mind and really hurting. Judging people by characters and by anything else (like streaming and more) is very bad and disgusting! He doesn't know, or we doesn't know most of people, judging never good and the negative way to try to get never good too! Maybe he is angry for me just because i don't agree with him and because i deleted and i blocked him from Steam, but it was his fault, because i never hurted him before and later here i didn't want it either! He could see well he hurting me, but no, he continued it with purpose sadly. So he is a bad person, i am not! I was very angry and sad in the same time when i wished for new year to Igor he go in the Hell! Maybe it was too strong, but he really hurted me, he knew it, but he continued it, that's the worse and very evil, in that case for me very hard to control what i say honestly, but i try it and i holded back myself, i didn't say that time everything no either, so i have self control usually! Maybe sometimes not enough, but i have. So if Igor couldn't do these all negative things to me, i could stay his friend. But he ruined it, but as i said, i was patient, i gave him chances. Maybe he will deny it and he will tell it in other way, but that's how it's happened. I never want talk with Igor again nowhere, i don't want to be his friend anymore and i don't want to play with him in same team/lobby either! It's true in all situations, i mean if a friend invite me, or if i invite him/her, i don't want to be there with Igor and with AI (he is Igor too, that was bad too, when i gotta know he did that, it was annoying too, a bad trick he could come near to me) no either, i really avoid these kind of people as he behave(d) with me and with few other players randomly too! I think you understand why. And maybe if Igoe read all these, i hope he will understand me better. But i don't give it big chance, because earlier sometimes i tried to tell/explain him things well, but no, he didn't want to understand them.
About talking here and/or in PM. I think not very hard to talk in PM (too), for example on Steam in PM. Not everything suit here on the forum and these talkings make forum topics more offtopic, what is not good. And i am more calm, more comfortable in PMs usually. And the PM is better option, if i would like to ask, or tell something more important and faster, then the in PM better, plus not everything for everybody there in public, maybe these ways you understand it better. And for me it's a bit confusing which things i tell here, which ones in PM. It's bad and i hope you will maybe change your mind in that case and maybe you will reply me in PM better! If yes, thank you. And the forum is not really a chat, the PM on Steam more similar to chat, but i wrote other reasons too. Plus what if i want to talk with you a totally different topic (like from another game, or anything), or maybe private things? You should understand it.
Then can we play together in Party Animals sometimes with trustful way without no clip, no screenshot share about me/us here and/or anywhere else no either (in PM to others no either), when we play together, or not? If you won't really do these surely, it's ok. But if we are not in the game in the same time, we can't play together, mainly not if too rarely. That's another reason why the PM is better, because there we could tell each other in real time (we have 1 hour fifference only), if we are online there and we can say come to play, if you want/can. And please decide it finally will we every play, will you try, or maybe you don't want? If not, why not? Honestly! And yes, i ask honest replies all the time from everybody.
And sorry, if it was bad for you sometimes i asked you add me on Steam and in the game. First i couldn't know you was that busy, mainly when i saw you react here usually almost every day and you talked about you played well with Igor etc. That way was hard to believe you was very busy, but ok. I didn't ask again so often, i asked (not begged, the begging is so much more often in other style with too much "please") just sometimes and i waited across 2-3 weeks usually. It wasn't very often, but i am sorry, if it was. And for me the replies are very important usually! Plus no, i didn"t get earlier your friend request on Steam, i never declined it, you know it wrong. Last time when i accepted it, that time i got your friend request on Steam, that's the truth. So if you maybe disappointed in me, because of this, there is no reason.
