I'm trying to do my dailies for the event and since a lot of the time it involves winning rounds in Smash, I always go there and try to win. Since I'm almost level 100, I get queued with people who are around my same level, but I'm now getting people who have reached level 100 as my opponents. Unfortunately, I'm not too good at this game and prefer easier lobbies so I get to play a bit more properly. Because of this, I end up getting out first 30 seconds most of the time in Last Stand maps and don't have a chance to fight. It's really making me insecure and horrible about myself and the fact a lot of them are quite toxic as well doesn't help.
I'm not improving much at this game, and I hate the competitive, sweaty aspect of this game and wish for an easier time. I like the fighting, but I don't get a chance to participate. If I keep playing the game this sweaty, my self-esteem is going to crumble.