TinyTeaCupJr sorry, i misread. i thought you were asking about that monkey above. what you describe is what happens when you spend too much time around liars. you develop trust issues. all freaks lie. this is why freaks are not only crazy themselves, they make you become crazy too. so then you have two types of people in your country: freaks and paranoiacs. of course i know you cant just go to a country with healthier people, so it's hard to recommend you something where you live now. generally you should cut off all liars from your life as soon as you can. someone, who lied once, will lie again. those people will not change for you, they can only change if they decide it for themselves. and to do that, they need to be left alone. your health is more important, so cut off liars as soon as possible. value honest people, they are extremely hard to find. the way you can tell if someone is honest is if this person is rude. it's impossible to be nice and honest at the same time